Slow T.T

today went for training and badminton again

lol

realize that i'm becoming slower and SLOWER

i mean my brain

can't turn fast ==

it's like

lot of things in my mind

but can't say it out

don't even know what are those

what am i thinking actually

macam stuck ju jor

reaction becomes slow

even my coach and my teacher say so ==

they said that my reaction to take the ball slow liao

coach still kept on asking me to think faster ><

and he asked me what happened to me

lol

i don't even know what happen to me

how am i going to tell you?

T.T

seriously i hate this

like become stupid jor

don't know why don't like the feeling of becoming a stupid

好胜心

duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i think is because i always sleep late at night

almost everyday AFTER 12am

nope

should be 1am or later ==

then my cells in the brain die faster

memory jadi weak

cannot remember many things

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm going to be mad because of this

PIGI MATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

uji bakat is just TOMORROW

JALA ganbate!!!

even i'm not that confident

hahahahaha

nvm it's ok

try your best jiu dui lahhhhhh

=)

thumb part o qeng

area become a bit more wider

xD

ok

must learn to be guai lui also

SLEEP EARLY EVERYDAY!!

starting from today ya

people please help me

control me!

block me from playing computer!

avoid me from driving night car!

scold me fan me nag me threat me

软硬兼施paling baik

p/s: i didn't mean not playing computer AT ALL. xp

alright

good night and sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet dream!!

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special thanks to

♥ Gin Wei ♥

♥ Wen Jie ♥

♥ Li Juan ♥

♥ Wei Da ♥

♥ Jun Wen ♥